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Showing posts with label paranoid schizophrenia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label paranoid schizophrenia. Show all posts

July 17, 2012

Thugs, Plugs & Bugs

Thugs, Plugs & Bugs

This is just fucking INSANE!


Yesterday afternoon, a very short time after finishing up my last post, I received a phone call from the local police department regarding my scumbag aunt's call to them with false accusations due to my being transgender. To state that the call stressed me out is an understatement as I thought it has already been resolved, but apparently they had to follow up on just one more thing before finally disposing of the matter and now my day is already off to a bad start as a result.

So, after returning home from the police station, I find my wife in the kitchen playing with a screwdriver and discover that she has removed all the plates from every single light switch and electrical outlet in the house.  I ask her what she's doing and she tells me that she is looking for bugs, and by bugs I don't mean roaches and spiders, but electronic surveillance devices, because she is once again convinced that the house is bugged for both audio and video recording.    I assure her that this is not true, and that it's all in her mind, that it's not real, but before I could finish, she flips out and firmly says "Oh yeah, then what the fuck is this" as she pulls out a tiny electronic thingamajig from her pocket, continuing with "it's a fucking bug" and says that she found it right in front of the house, and then she babbles on and on about "bugs in the plugs".

My Wife's "US Government Electronic Surveillance Bug" LOL




Out of curiosity, I asked to see this "bug" of hers and knowing I would probably rant about this, I decided to take some photographs of it, and it turns out my camera is suffering issues, so, the photos didn't come out too good.  My best guess is that it could be some sort of remnants of a trashed laser pointer.  I don't know enough of electronics to determine what the pieces are part of, but it does appear to have what is either some sort of LED or a tiny lens, which is what makes me think it was a laser pointer, nevertheless, telling her this does not convince her as she truly believes it to be a bug.  When I ask her "who would bug the house" she says "it's the government" and now all I can think of is that movie Conspiracy Theory starring Mel Gibson, lol.

I don't know how much more of this I can put up with, but, the situation was bad enough when during this time the police officer called again to confirm some things and now my wife is very suspicious and convinced that I am working in cahoots with the police to have her locked up for some delusional conspiracy theory.

July 9, 2012

Oh My God! I Need to Get Away From This Psycho BITCH!

Oh My God! I Need to Get Away From This Psycho BITCH!

I Can't Take Any More of This Fucking Shit!


Shut the Fuck Up!
Oh my god, she never shuts the fuck up. All day and night long I am subject to having to hear her endless bitching, pissing, moaning and complaining, and for fucks sake, I am so sick and tired of her goddamn delusions and their accompanying accusations.  It's non stop and I can't stand it any more, nor do I know how to get rid of the psychotic bitch.

She refuses to seek professional medical treatment for her paranoid schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression and other mental health issues, nor does she ever listen to any advice I offer nor anything else I suggest or say, and most important of all, she just does not comprehend the meaning of SHUT THE FUCK UP!

I am so sick of it and feel as if the bitch is bleeding my soul dry, sucking the life out of me.  I am sick and tired of her blaming me for conspiracy theories against her, all involving people I don't even know, or people that have absolutely nothing to do with anything in our life, and even more wacky, people that don't even exist, and I am sick of her hostility and combativeness over imaginary bullshit that isn't even real.... WHAT THE FUCK!  I am sick of being accused of being with the "red & blue people" that are out to get her.


   I swear to god that when the doctors diagnosed her, they should have included that she suffers a severe case of STUPIDITY, because the delusional episodes cause her to be completely clueless and unaware of the ramifications of our current predicament and the situation we're in.   OMFG, what the hell am I gonna do.